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Estranged

by Dusty Stray

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VIDEO: https://youtu.be/Vyu050awaIY In the beginning there was no end Then you hurt me again and again You told the world what I did You got our best friends on your side You couldn’t wait to see me You couldn’t wait to see me cry You started stepping out, you stepped up your game You went through changes, I stayed the same A new vocabulary to lure extraordinary guys You couldn’t wait to see me You couldn’t wait to see me cry You couldn’t wait to see me You couldn’t wait to see me cry © 2018 J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
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VIDEO: https://youtu.be/G3DEX0xSBOU I don’t even know if this is clear I don’t know if you can really hear It’s so weird talking to you Through the atmosphere I saw an elm with a little red sign Just a first name and then a lifetime Church bells chimed The procession walked out of line You would’ve really liked the low country You are never too far from the sea You will be here in spirit Eternally, eternally © 2018 J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
3.
Houses 03:03
I didn’t want you to stay I didn’t want you to go away What were we supposed to do I wasn’t me and you weren’t you All of the houses in a pretty little row In one of those houses we had a home All of the stains have been covered All of the locks have been changed Broken windows boarded up and We’ve become estranged I would look you in the eye I’d say “I love you” but I would lie I always knew you could tell You always knew me far too well All of the houses in a pretty little row In one of those houses we had a home All of the stains have been covered All of the locks have been changed Broken windows boarded up and We’ve become estranged I didn’t want you to stay I didn’t want you to go away © 2018 J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
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It’s way past the last call There’s no one left at all Just you and me here once again And I’m about to talk about The way I feel for you But you won’t let me begin You touch your finger to my lips You say you won’t hear about it “Just put your coat on – it’s been a long, long night It’s all right – things will look different in the morning” You guide me through the doorway As we leave the bar And you put your hand in mine You take my keys away from me As we get in my car And I take it as a sign Under the blankets I try again You say you won’t hear about it “Just turn the light out – it’s been a long, long night It’s all right – things will look different in the morning” And in the morning And in the morning And in the morning you were gone You were gone © 2018 J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
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So many things that have never been done So many songs that have never been sung I think of all the pain you went through I think you knew all the time that I knew You were only to be here a short time I can still pretend you’re here tonight You once said that we just weren’t meant to be At least not so romantically You gave me plenty of inspiration Through love lots of damage is done What was unsaid tears shed to try and make it right I can still pretend you’re here tonight I hope in some sort of heavenly place You are surrounded by love, light and grace I hear your voice now so weak yet so clear It’s almost as if you were really here And I know you hated to have to say goodbye I can still pretend you’re here tonight © 2018 J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
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Down 01:42
It’s such a short life and then you die So why not give it one more try Struggling and suffering all the while With you I’d do it with a smile We were down but down together Now we’re so lonely Won’t you please come back down with me It’s such a short life and then you die So why not give it one more try © 2018 J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
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Gorey Story 03:49
Old two-story sea captain’s home on Cape Cod A dark Victorian monstrosity Edward Gorey lived alone with an odd Assortment of furry curiosities He had a bushy beard And he was pretty weird He wrote story After story Beautiful and disturbing For children But not really Death and murder Seem so silly He made drawings only with pen and ink A distinct unsettling style Fur coats, cats, bats, insects and worms And urns, wallpaper and tile He had a bushy beard And he was pretty weird He wrote story After story Beautiful and disturbing For children But not really Death and murder Seem so silly © 2018 J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
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Little Lude 01:13
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There was something arising inside me New life had grown from the dead A guardian angel to guide me Or maybe a devil instead I found you down by the ocean I said I had something to say I was overcome with emotion I couldn’t let you get away I guess I held you a little too tightly I guess I held you a little too long I didn’t notice that you were not fighting I didn’t know that I could be so strong “I’ve been righting all my wrongs Now it’s you I’m living for So come back where you belong I won’t hurt you anymore” © 2018 J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
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I saw you at intermission All alone there with your champagne You looked nice and quite exotic Our eyes met and then looked away On the backside of your program You wrote “Let’s meet after the play” Though I didn’t even know you I wrote back with a simple “ok” I didn’t see it coming I just wanted some fun I thought, “What am I doing?” I thought, “What have I done?” Lights went up, the play was over You stayed seated wiping your face It was covered with mascara Through your sobbing I heard you say I didn’t see it coming I just wanted some fun I thought, ‘What am I doing?’ I thought, ‘What have I done?’ © 2018 J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
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Old And Gray 02:54
I heard you’re searching but never have found That someone who would lift you off the ground Now you’re old and gray Old and gray I’ve been through so many it’s not funny I cannot love them or they can’t love me Now I’m old and gray Old and gray I’m still waiting for you I’m still waiting for you © 2018 J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
12.
Window 02:41
Shivering alone in my bedroom Wondering if this might be my tomb Burying my head in my pillow Reaper rapping at my window Oh no, I am not ready to die I mean I’m only a child Why don’t you pick on someone your own size I hear dishes in the kitchen Somebody yells “Mary Hartman” I can’t close my eyes more tightly I’m terrified that this might be Maybe this might be my time to die I won’t get to say goodbye My mother and father will cry © 2018 J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
13.
Happy End 03:20
We had something that shouldn’t have been We could never have a happy end You brought me down You knocked me out But now I’m comin’ around I’m comin’ around I got used to the darkness somehow Light comes more easily to me now You brought me down You knocked me out But now I’m comin’ around I’m comin’ around We had something that shouldn’t have been We could never have a happy end © 2018 J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
14.
I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm Your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm Yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new In city and in forest, they smiled like me and you But now it's come to distances and both of us must try Your eyes are soft with sorrow Hey, that's no way to say goodbye I'm not looking for another as I wander in my time Walk me to the corner, our steps will always rhyme You know my love goes with you as your love stays with me It's just the way it changes like the shoreline and the sea But let's not talk of love or chains and things we can’t untie Your eyes are soft with sorrow Hey, that's no way to say goodbye I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm Your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm Yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new In city and in forest they smiled like me and you But let's not talk of love or chains and things we can’t untie Your eyes are soft with sorrow Hey, that's no way to say goodbye

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Estranged, the fifth full-length Dusty Stray release, is about growing up and growing old(er). It’s about finding one’s place in the world while saying goodbye to friends who have left this world much too soon.

"A new alt-folk classic. An album of creatively diverse folk songs that range from the whimsicality of The Fruit Bats to the minimalist vigor of Lou Reed. Like his visual name, Stray collects pieces and fragments from folk’s most risk-taking troubadours and assembles them into one 2018’s most interesting and listenable records." Glide Magazine

“Invokes sun-faded guitars to remind us of glory days that have lost their luster… guaranteed to become your Big Mood as October slips into November.” No Depression

“Folkunderdog Dusty Stray, since his debut in 2010, has been one of the best kept secrets of Dutch folk music lovers. He does not change a smile into a tear, but instead effortlessly unites the two.” The Daily Indie

VINYL and CD available from Great Waters: www.greatwaters.nl
In the UK from: cargorecordsdirect.co.uk/products/dusty-stray-estranged
In the NL from: www.platomania.nl/album/6356567/estranged/dusty-stray

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released October 12, 2018

Music and words by Jonathan Brown (except "Hey, That's No Way To Say Goodbye")
Recorded in Amsterdam by Kramer and in Boulder and Dallas by Jonathan Brown
Mixed and mastered by Kramer at Noise Miami

Meredith Wilder: voices
Nina Brown: voice
Psyche Dunkhase: cello
Landon Campbell: lap steel guitar
Kramer: keys, bass
Jonathan Brown: voice, guitars, banjo, ukulele, harmonium, omnichord, Chinese flute, toys

Design by Floor Koomen
Cover photo by Marc Driessen

ALL TITLES PUBLISHED BY J.F. BROWN/GREAT WATERS
© 2018 except "Hey, That's No Way To Say Goodbye" (Leonard Cohen, SONY ATV Songs LLC)

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Dusty Stray Amsterdam, Netherlands

DUSTY STRAY features the alt-folk repertoire of Texan expat Jonathan Brown. He delves into universal themes of heartbreak, loneliness and death with a twisted sense of humor and a soothing touch.

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